I read thru our old msn conversation. I was so childish and unreasonable. Do i really know what love is? Do i really love you or was i just playing with you? But i still feel very attached when i was reading the conversation. I think i deserve to die. Really. How could i be so unreasonable? My god. Looking back, i was ashamed of myself. But i know i've grown up now. Without you, i've grown up alot. I scored my first A1 for Olevel which is chinese. I dont deserve it because i didn't study at all. All i did was to cry. But thats how i score my first A1, im going to aim for more. Studies will be my top priority. But i really miss you. I really do. ☹ Give me another chance please.

Sillygirl.