So many days have passed. Been so long since I did a proper blogpost. Apparently, I'm left with 10days in school and I know you can't wait for me to graduate. Yeah. I know. What exactly did I do to make you hate me so much? Why are you misunderstanding my goodwill? Why. Do I look like I'm doing this against you? I'm actually doing it for you. When will you understand how much I worry and want to help you? I dont think you would even understand because all you could do is to to judge me with that selfish heart of yours. And I thought you understand me. But you made me become a evil girl. You made me become a girl who is against you. What happened to your understanding towards me? Gone with the wind like your heart? I quarrelled with my mum yesterday. The only thing I can think of is running to you to cry. To tell you how I cant cope with life. Life. What exactly is life? Its like a monster. Its eating me alive. Sighs. Blame it on myself. Blame it on me being stupid to trust you whn you told me to.

There is so many things I want to do with my life. Moving on is one of it. I've been trying. But now even keeping myself occupied won't work. Tell me what to do. I don't even know. I still love you alot. But i.need to move on. Its just killing me..