Its the first time I'm organising such sleep over at my house. Its gonna be real fun. Like really. I love spending time with bandmates. They never fail to cheer me up!

Gonna spend christmas eve performing and christmas morning with them. Can't wait.

Invited ken. I don't think he'll come.... I'll be glad if he could.

Still remember how I spent last year christmas at Vk's house. So fast and its gonna be 1year since I gave my first kiss away. Or rather, to him.

I'm amazed how this feeling doesn't fade.

But I told myself not to expect anything. Its alright if he doesn't want to come. I mean, I have nothing gotta do with him anyway, isn't it? Just want him to be happy.

From the bottom of my heart.